Abstract of the book "I owe you"

“I didn't say ‘no’ when he asked me. So formally, there's no one else to blame for what happened but me. And the fact that I didn't like it is my problem. Was I so stupid as to hope that after what I did to him, he would be gentle with me?” “I sigh and take another wad of bills out of my purse. I put it next to the first one, as if trying to buy her forgiveness. But deep down, I know that no amount of money can erase what I've done. I stand over her, looking at her sleeping face. She looks so defenseless, so pure, despite everything that has happened. I want to say something, apologize, explain, but the words stick in my throat. Instead, I quietly say: “I'm sorry…” Will they be able to forgive each other while constantly hiding the truth?