N(ot) Saving Us
About the book
Asya believes she’s in a happy relationship—even without a ring, even if their future rests more on habit than promises. She and her partner dream of a child, but a devastating infertility diagnosis turns time into a count of attempts. When their chances grow critically slim, they agree to IVF, not noticing how their bond begins to crack under the weight of pain, silence, and unspoken expectations. Asya is a dentist with a picture-perfect life—and a growing emptiness inside. Just when it seems she’s lost everything, her first love from school walks into her office. A meeting that forces her to face the questions she’s avoided for years: can she be saved—and is it worth saving something already falling apart?
Abstract of the book "N(ot) Saving Us"
Asya believes she’s in a happy relationship—even without a ring, even if their future rests more on habit than promises. She and her partner dream of a child, but a devastating infertility diagnosis turns time into a count of attempts. When their chances grow critically slim, they agree to IVF, not noticing how their bond begins to crack under the weight of pain, silence, and unspoken expectations. Asya is a dentist with a picture-perfect life—and a growing emptiness inside. Just when it seems she’s lost everything, her first love from school walks into her office. A meeting that forces her to face the questions she’s avoided for years: can she be saved—and is it worth saving something already falling apart?
55 comments
natalia-rusanova18.03.2026, 00:25Love prevails. How can one refuse a kiss when both have missed each other so much and still love each other? Both crave comfort and warmth.
- natalia-rusanova17.03.2026, 18:55
How much Lev loves her since childhood and up to now, a faithful one-lover.
iune-liumen17.03.2026, 19:29Natalia Rusanova, The main thing is that such love doesn’t make it painful to return to reality afterward…
- natalia-rusanova16.03.2026, 12:25
She didn't listen to the old taxi driver's advice, and it's a pity. Maksym isn't worried about her, didn't call back because he's too busy with someone else, and she doesn't want to notice the obvious. She's afraid to accept Lev's proposal for no reason. Thanks for the update!♥️
iune-liumen17.03.2026, 19:29Natalia Rusanova, Thank you ❤️❤️❤️
- natalia-rusanova14.03.2026, 20:41
God, to find out, or rather to hear the verdict on such a day, that she won't be able to be a mother, and then her husband left her alone with her mother-in-law, pretending to go to work. You wouldn't wish this even on an enemy! Because the mother-in-law already knows her son's secret and is making a vile hint to her daughter-in-law that he might have another woman, and a pregnant one at that. And Asya doesn't even want to think about it. She’s buried her head in the sand like an ostrich. Even a stranger, a taxi driver, told her that Maksym is not her person, since after so many years he still hasn’t married her. She needs to seriously think and analyze everything about Maks and let him go in all directions. She can’t be so naive! Thank you for the update, and I’m looking forward to more!♥️
iune-liumen14.03.2026, 22:25Natalia Rusanova, Thank you❤️❤️❤️
- natalia-rusanova14.03.2026, 13:47
Can I ask if there will be a discount? Thank you!♥️
iune-liumen14.03.2026, 16:00Natalia Rusanova, Write then how I can contact you)
svitlana-gancuk14.03.2026, 13:43Finally, someone told her that! I hope she draws conclusions now...
iune-liumen14.03.2026, 15:17Svitlana Hanchuk, Well, yes, but will they want to listen to the advice of some taxi driver...
- svitlana-gancuk13.03.2026, 00:07
Valentine's Day with mom? Interesting visit...
iune-liumen14.03.2026, 15:17Svitlana Hanchuk, That's for sure❤️
- svitlana-gancuk10.03.2026, 23:34
One can only hope that this understanding will lead to effective actions. Congratulations on the subscription!
iune-liumen12.03.2026, 10:40Svitlana Hanchuk, Thank you!
- natalia-rusanova10.03.2026, 19:14
Congratulations on the subscription! Wishing you great sales!♥️
iune-liumen12.03.2026, 10:40Natalia Rusanova, Thank you very much!)
olicka10.03.2026, 09:39How many chapters are planned?
iune-liumen10.03.2026, 14:43Olichka, Approximately up to 60, but there might be changes depending on the plot❤️
liubov-dulic09.03.2026, 12:29Thank you to the author.
iune-liumen10.03.2026, 14:43Lyubov Dulich, Thank you❤️
- svitlana-gancuk08.03.2026, 18:51
I think Lily understands that her brother is also hurting...
iune-liumen10.03.2026, 14:43Svitlana Hanchuk, The situations are similar, yet so different at the same time
- natalia-rusanova08.03.2026, 18:46
It's hard to be a monogamist, and there are few such people left nowadays. Values are changing, unfortunately.
iune-liumen10.03.2026, 14:42Natalia Rusanova, Absolutely correctly noted, thank you❤️❤️❤️
- natalia-rusanova04.03.2026, 17:29
Couldn't avoid meeting the ex. Now will Maksym keep an eye on and be jealous of Asya? Because he's the type who neither takes nor lets others have. Thank you!♥️
iune-liumen06.03.2026, 14:27Natalia Rusanova, Thank you❤️❤️❤️
- natalia-rusanova02.03.2026, 13:35
Leo stirred up memories and feelings. And Max showed jealousy, and even that was demonstrative, because a man in love couldn't endure fifteen years without proposing marriage. It's just convenient for him to be with her. Thank you! ♥️ I want to learn more about Max, about his secrets.
iune-liumen02.03.2026, 15:01Natalia Rusanova, Thank you, I think we'll find out soon❤️