N(ot) Saving Us
About the book
Asya believes she’s in a happy relationship—even without a ring, even if their future rests more on habit than promises. She and her partner dream of a child, but a devastating infertility diagnosis turns time into a count of attempts. When their chances grow critically slim, they agree to IVF, not noticing how their bond begins to crack under the weight of pain, silence, and unspoken expectations. Asya is a dentist with a picture-perfect life—and a growing emptiness inside. Just when it seems she’s lost everything, her first love from school walks into her office. A meeting that forces her to face the questions she’s avoided for years: can she be saved—and is it worth saving something already falling apart?
Abstract of the book "N(ot) Saving Us"
Asya believes she’s in a happy relationship—even without a ring, even if their future rests more on habit than promises. She and her partner dream of a child, but a devastating infertility diagnosis turns time into a count of attempts. When their chances grow critically slim, they agree to IVF, not noticing how their bond begins to crack under the weight of pain, silence, and unspoken expectations. Asya is a dentist with a picture-perfect life—and a growing emptiness inside. Just when it seems she’s lost everything, her first love from school walks into her office. A meeting that forces her to face the questions she’s avoided for years: can she be saved—and is it worth saving something already falling apart?
79 comments
natalia-rusanova20.04.2026, 02:01Wow-wow-wow!!! What an incredible ending to such a captivating love story!!! Thank you!!! ♥️ For all their struggles, for their hard-earned love, fate has blessed their union with the greatest happiness - the happiness of becoming parents. Congratulations on the completion, and I wish you incredible inspiration, plenty of new exciting plots, and tremendous success!!!♥️♥️♥️
musia-musia17.04.2026, 13:45Thank you for this emotional story
iune-liumen17.04.2026, 21:12Musya Musya, Thank you for your sincere feedback!
- natalia-rusanova15.04.2026, 08:35
Finally caught up on the missed chapters. I'm thrilled!!! They, Lev and Asya, gave themselves a chance to be together and become happy! Let his strong, enduring family do its part so that Asya can feel the happiness of motherhood. Thank you for the emotions evoked by reading!♥️♥️♥️
iune-liumen15.04.2026, 16:14Natalia Rusanova, Thank you for such a warm review! I'm incredibly delighted❤️
olena-viktorivna-shherbenko13.04.2026, 12:13When is the continuation?
iune-liumen13.04.2026, 13:56Olena Viktorivna Shcherbenko, Good afternoon, see you tomorrow❤️
svitlana-gancuk08.04.2026, 22:44Just tears... Nothing but tears...
iune-liumen09.04.2026, 12:31Svitlana Hanchuk, T_T
- natalia-rusanova08.04.2026, 22:32
It's a pity for Max, who wanted to build his happiness on Lev's misfortune. It's also a pity for Lev and Asya, because due to misunderstandings and stubbornness, they could have been happy together long ago, but Lev ran away without figuring things out. So maybe now he will finally take the right step, confess his love to her, and they will become happy, and in happiness, children are born. Thank you!♥️
iune-liumen09.04.2026, 12:30Natalia Rusanova, Thank you, let's hope for the best❤️
- natalia-rusanova07.04.2026, 00:47
Why are they so insecure? They need to talk to finally sort out their feelings. They love each other but are afraid to admit it, and without a conversation, they will continue to suffer in uncertainty. Thank you!♥️
iune-liumen08.04.2026, 16:04Natalia Rusanova, Thank you❤️
ava-reno04.04.2026, 16:13How interesting! Can't tear myself away!!
iune-liumen04.04.2026, 16:27Ava Reno, Thank you! ❤️
- natalia-rusanova03.04.2026, 16:02
How hard it is for Lev to look at those bruises that Max left on the body of his beloved, and he didn't have the strength to be with her, because he wants to be loved by her, not just an object of revenge against her husband.
iune-liumen04.04.2026, 16:27Natalia Rusanova, Because deep down he knows he made a mistake when he left her due to misunderstanding and wrong conclusions. He knows they wasted too much precious time…
iara-dem03.04.2026, 15:11There won't be a chapter today?
iune-liumen03.04.2026, 21:34Yara Dem, Unfortunately, no, I have such a headache today((( Sorry, so I’ll try to give two tomorrow❤️
- natalia-rusanova31.03.2026, 00:46
Disgusting Max! He humiliates and insults Asya, but doesn’t want to admit that he’s the one to blame for everything, that he has a lover at work and was fooling around there, which is why Lev fired him. Damn abuser, shifting his guilt onto his wife. How long will she keep making excuses for him?! It’s time to start loving herself. Thank you!♥️
natalia-rusanova03.04.2026, 01:00Young Lumen, if only she would finally get it!
- svitlana-gancuk31.03.2026, 00:33
How long is Asya planning to listen to all this?! And why, damn it?!! This is clear proof that Max is guilty up to his temples!
iune-liumen03.04.2026, 00:54Svitlana Hanchuk, And what does she allow herself to do at the same time…
- natalia-rusanova28.03.2026, 01:37
And Max, the scoundrel, came to control her after he got caught with his mistress in front of Lev. He lives for his own pleasure because at home he has a wife who serves him and hasn’t made a single complaint in 15 years!!! And she herself doesn’t want to open her eyes.
iune-liumen03.04.2026, 00:54Natalia Rusanova, Got himself comfortably settled, in one word…
- svitlana-gancuk27.03.2026, 00:14
Obviously, Asya needs to be saved from that scoundrel! But, damn, what to tell her?! What and how?!!
iune-liumen03.04.2026, 00:53Svitlana Hanchuk, This seems to be the most important question❤️
- natalia-rusanova26.03.2026, 09:52
I wonder how much longer she will keep justifying this jerk after what was essentially rape?!! What kind of sick love is this that she has?
iune-liumen03.04.2026, 00:53Natalia Rusanova, ❤️❤️❤️