Loving What You Despise
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I always wanted him. That’s the most pathetic part of all. I wanted him when I was nothing more than the little sister of his best executioner, when he didn’t even know my name. I loved him in silence, with that foolish tenderness only naive girls are capable of. And I made the mistake of telling him. I handed him my heart, expecting… I don’t know what. Mockery? That would have been mercy. Instead, I listened to every poisonous word as he explained to Zamira, right in front of me, why someone like me—weak, sentimental, insignificant, and plain—would never, under any circumstance, be to his liking. I wanted to hate him. But my heart turned traitor, refusing to forget him. So I did the only thing someone who doesn’t know how to be cruel can do: I walked away.
Abstract of the book "Loving What You Despise"
I always wanted him. That’s the most pathetic part of all. I wanted him when I was nothing more than the little sister of his best executioner, when he didn’t even know my name. I loved him in silence, with that foolish tenderness only naive girls are capable of. And I made the mistake of telling him. I handed him my heart, expecting… I don’t know what. Mockery? That would have been mercy. Instead, I listened to every poisonous word as he explained to Zamira, right in front of me, why someone like me—weak, sentimental, insignificant, and plain—would never, under any circumstance, be to his liking. I wanted to hate him. But my heart turned traitor, refusing to forget him. So I did the only thing someone who doesn’t know how to be cruel can do: I walked away.
266 comments
susy-mtz-jacobo07.04.2026, 12:49Oh
andreina06.04.2026, 04:20I loved it, it's the best
- eloisa-martinez06.04.2026, 00:46
Very good story, but Elina really frustrated me, I wanted to know why Nicolay acted that way, and Elina's brothers didn't say anything.
- eloisa-martinez05.04.2026, 03:38
I love all your stories, but this woman drives me crazy. How can she endure this man humiliating her so much? Honestly, she doesn’t have an ounce of self-love. He yells at her, kicks her out, insults her, and there she is, submissive, the silly girl.
stefania-ruiz05.04.2026, 03:02I can't buy with my card :(
- antonelle04.04.2026, 08:05
Aww, how beautiful! Gavril, so serious, gave Elina two beautiful children. I adore them!
- antonelle04.04.2026, 07:42
At least Gavril is focused and isn't interested at all in that offered woman or the other guy who thinks that by sleeping with her, they're already family, haha ridiculous.
- zoilita-celis04.04.2026, 06:20
Beautiful novel, congratulations
- maria03.04.2026, 22:21
Beautiful, beautiful story :) Many congratulations, writer, you made me go through all the emotions, cry, laugh, love, smile.... In short, so many hahaha thank you very much :)
laura-de-luna03.04.2026, 05:01Will you make one of Asen?
- ivi-janeth-saavedra02.04.2026, 21:36
Very good, your novel
alma-hernandez02.04.2026, 13:53Sorry, I can't buy the book. They ask for a credit card, and I don't have one. Before, I paid through a department store, but now it's not possible. Could you tell me how it's done? Thanks.
mayaflor02.04.2026, 14:18Alma Hernandez, Hello! Honestly, I don't have exact information about the current payment methods, as they can vary depending on the country. Perhaps you could write to Booknet support for better guidance and a solution based on your region. They usually respond to these kinds of questions.
- rosa-torres-rodriguez01.04.2026, 20:30
I liked the story, very good.
mayaflor01.04.2026, 20:34Rosa Torres Rodriguez, I'm glad you liked it, dear.
- antonelle29.03.2026, 04:41
Oh, how nice, I also want to eat yogurt like that
- antonelle29.03.2026, 00:55
Aww, our dear evil Gavril wants a girl, how sweet.